Thoughts of today...

Been thinking alot lately about what I actually want to do in my life... where to start? what do I want to do? what does God want me to do in my life? am I trying to jump into stuff too early? Should I wait? Am I thinking about these sort of things too early? I have so many questions floating around in my head everyday and prayers looking for answers. But then last night going to Bible Study I really realized that i'm not allowing God enough time and room in my life for Him to come in and give me the answers I'm looking for. I don't know about everyone else but it is so easy to forget that God is always there to lift you up when your falling, to comfort and protect you, to give you strength, to take your burden away.
I can just imagine him smiling down at me saying, "when are you going to give it to me Jaz? aren't you tired enough already, I think it's time for you to hand over all that baggage and worries and give it to me Jaz!"
I'm sure he does that all the time but i'm too caught up in my own thoughts to actually let him speak to my heart. These are very personal things but I thought if any one else is going through this, it may be helpful for them to realize that Jesus wants to take every bit of baggage from our backs.
I think it's really funny and stupid (on my part) when i'm praying to God about things and thanking Him for everything then I start forgetting I'm praying and I start worrying about something and thinking, " I can't bear this on my own, life is so tough! " Then I remember i've just been talking to my Father who cares about me so much and who wants and desires my happiness above all things and He wants to take those worries from me! Then I just slap myself and say, "WHY"D YOU DO THAT AGAIN JAZ!" lol
Yeah so that's something that I've just learnt and really wanted to share!
If you are feeling on your own, give Jesus some room and time in your life to allow him to carry those loads and worries for you! HE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR US! :)

Here's a picture of my amazing sis and bro who give me so much advice and tips on everything that is going on in my life and stuff that I need to know! :) We're off to the snow in this photo!